tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3441202738686060415.post543750169089361538..comments2013-08-19T02:53:24.666-07:00Comments on In the Meantime: here's to you, friend... Katelynhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/12769748086938847353noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3441202738686060415.post-80332962455794602342012-12-26T11:42:32.226-08:002012-12-26T11:42:32.226-08:00we are. we are so blessed.
and i'm sorry. i...we are. we are so blessed. <br /><br /> and i'm sorry. i didn't know it still hurt. but it makes sense. it really makes sense. i'm sorry. i hurt with you. in different ways.and inevitably i hurt you too. and i will try and soften each blow by standing in front of you as much as i can. <br /><br />it's strange to me how God let's us let people in. How the good comes with the bad. and the bad seems sometimes like it outweighs the good- even thought we know it isn't true. it is so strange that He knew- so freaking weird.<br /><br />i think it might come in waves- the past. like smelling something you remember. with smell- you don't mean to smell it but it happens anyways. and when you smell that past it takes you to a memory which takes you to a feeling- the feeling of fallout. i still do it sometimes- with another person- the wiff is less intense. but the fact that the past is still there is indeed daunting as you say.<br /><br />I wonder why God lets all these things happen.<br />I wonder why He lets us do it our way<br />when He knows it will hurt like Hell.<br /><br />i don't know what i wasn't right about. but i sure hope i wasn't right. i hope i wasn't right. and i'm sorry for being wrong.<br /><br />i'm glad we will be in each other's stories. and i hope the stories will be a good read. with our Author I imagine they will.<br /><br />we are odd.<br />in our ways.<br />you're a beautiful writer.<br />and i'm loud and out of touch a lot.<br />Our God is in love with you.<br />And I understand -in my own foolish way- why.<br /><br />If I had an eraser Id never blot you out of my story. for you. for your life. and how it gets to intertwine with mine- I am very thankful. <br /><br />I want to speak and sing with you.<br />Did you know that you're the first friend<br />I've ever been completely comfortable around<br />Enough to try and sing with all the time?<br />It's true. <br />And I'm so thankful that you encourage me.<br />Your life is a blessing in itself to me.<br />As is my God in you.<br />love.<br />lets speak of this more.<br />i want to know what you are really saying.<br />because i semi don't understand.-jscott.https://www.blogger.com/profile/00233508591241352128noreply@blogger.com