You were upset because of where your friendship is/was (whatever that status is) with him.
I didn't speak much because I want more than anything to believe that I am okay, and maybe even be there for you when you're not...especially with this situation.
But I want to tell you.
It is still difficult for me.
It still has the ability to hurt my heart and I hate that.
Isn't it strange how God knew we would be hurt by one person in such a deep way?
Of course I can't help to think that's not where I should stay. I can't always focus on how I was hurt...but sometimes it seems like I will come back to that. The past can sure be daunting. It's uncomfortable, even.
I know there is forgiveness. I will move on from this. We will move on from this.
Isn't that strange and exciting?
This will be a part of our stories, separately and together.
There will be beauty found in those stories, along with the hurt.
God is crazy.
But, I want you to know that I'm so glad we're friends.
We're odd. Very odd in our ways.
But we're so blessed.